{"id":16326,"date":"2012-12-06T18:23:55","date_gmt":"2012-12-07T02:23:55","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/theangryblackwoman.com\/?p=3394"},"modified":"2012-12-06T18:23:55","modified_gmt":"2012-12-07T02:23:55","slug":"the-terror-of-black-american-motherhood","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/amptoons.com\/blog\/?p=16326","title":{"rendered":"The Terror of Black American Motherhood"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><span style=\"float: left\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"postavatar\" src=\"http:\/\/theangryblackwoman.com\/wp\/wp-content\/uploads\/icons\/karnythia.jpg\" width=\"100\" height=\"100\" alt=\"The Terror of Black American Motherhood\" \/><\/span><\/p>\n<p>In case you were wondering why I haven\u2019t said as much about Jordan Davis as I did about Trayvon Martin? I can\u2019t formulate anything that isn\u2019t blubbering. My son is 13, 5 ft 7 &#038; just over 100lbs. It\u2019s all I can do to let him out of my house alone. Being the mother of a young black man in America is hard frightening work in general, much less when you know that they can be killed for the crime of being black and outside. No one tells you when you give birth to a tiny person like this: <img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" alt=\"\" src=\"http:\/\/img.photobucket.com\/albums\/v149\/karnythia\/rugrat.png\" title=\"Baby Rugrat\" class=\"alignnone\" width=\"234\" height=\"256\" \/><\/p>\n<p>That the day they look like this:<\/p>\n<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" alt=\"\" src=\"http:\/\/img.photobucket.com\/albums\/v149\/karnythia\/2012-03-24150023.jpg\" title=\"Growing up\" class=\"alignnone\" width=\"800\" height=\"600\" \/><\/p>\n<p>is the day people start reaching for guns &#038; not patience. I\u2019m haunted by the possibility that he won\u2019t come home one day because he scared a white man just by breathing. And the worst part? No one will see the baby that I lost, they\u2019ll be too busy trying to make him a monster to justify his murder. <\/p>\n<p><p><a href=\"http:\/\/theangryblackwoman.com\/2012\/12\/06\/the-terror-of-black-american-motherhood\/\">The Terror of Black American Motherhood<\/a> &#8212; Originally posted at <a href=\"http:\/\/theangryblackwoman.com\/\">The Angry Black Woman<\/a><\/p>\n<\/p>\n<div class=\"feedflare\">\n<a href=\"http:\/\/feeds.feedburner.com\/~ff\/TheAngryBlackWomanCrossPosted?a=fx3Gv-znU_I:kZQ9oO608Ss:D7DqB2pKExk\"><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/feeds.feedburner.com\/~ff\/TheAngryBlackWomanCrossPosted?i=fx3Gv-znU_I:kZQ9oO608Ss:D7DqB2pKExk\" border=\"0\"><\/img><\/a> <a href=\"http:\/\/feeds.feedburner.com\/~ff\/TheAngryBlackWomanCrossPosted?a=fx3Gv-znU_I:kZQ9oO608Ss:yIl2AUoC8zA\"><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/feeds.feedburner.com\/~ff\/TheAngryBlackWomanCrossPosted?d=yIl2AUoC8zA\" border=\"0\"><\/img><\/a> <a href=\"http:\/\/feeds.feedburner.com\/~ff\/TheAngryBlackWomanCrossPosted?a=fx3Gv-znU_I:kZQ9oO608Ss:F7zBnMyn0Lo\"><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/feeds.feedburner.com\/~ff\/TheAngryBlackWomanCrossPosted?i=fx3Gv-znU_I:kZQ9oO608Ss:F7zBnMyn0Lo\" border=\"0\"><\/img><\/a> <a href=\"http:\/\/feeds.feedburner.com\/~ff\/TheAngryBlackWomanCrossPosted?a=fx3Gv-znU_I:kZQ9oO608Ss:gIN9vFwOqvQ\"><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/feeds.feedburner.com\/~ff\/TheAngryBlackWomanCrossPosted?i=fx3Gv-znU_I:kZQ9oO608Ss:gIN9vFwOqvQ\" border=\"0\"><\/img><\/a>\n<\/div>\n<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/feeds.feedburner.com\/~r\/TheAngryBlackWomanCrossPosted\/~4\/fx3Gv-znU_I\" height=\"1\" width=\"1\"\/><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>In case you were wondering why I haven&rsquo;t said as much about Jordan Davis as I did about Trayvon Martin? I can&rsquo;t formulate anything that isn&rsquo;t blubbering. My son is 13, 5 ft 7 &amp; just over 100lbs. It&rsquo;s all I can do to let him out of my house alone. Being the mother of [&#8230;]<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/theangryblackwoman.com\/2012\/12\/06\/the-terror-of-black-american-motherhood\/\">The Terror of Black American Motherhood<\/a> &#8212; Originally posted at <a href=\"http:\/\/theangryblackwoman.com\/\">The Angry Black Woman<\/a><\/p>\n<p> <a href=\"https:\/\/amptoons.com\/blog\/?p=16326\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":37,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[128],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-16326","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-syndicated-feeds"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/amptoons.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/16326","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/amptoons.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/amptoons.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/amptoons.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/37"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/amptoons.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=16326"}],"version-history":[{"count":10,"href":"https:\/\/amptoons.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/16326\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":18085,"href":"https:\/\/amptoons.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/16326\/revisions\/18085"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/amptoons.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=16326"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/amptoons.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=16326"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/amptoons.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=16326"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}