{"id":3642,"date":"2007-09-17T02:00:17","date_gmt":"2007-09-17T09:20:05","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.amptoons.com\/blog\/archives\/2007\/09\/17\/beneath-the-surface-poem\/"},"modified":"2007-09-17T02:00:17","modified_gmt":"2007-09-17T09:20:05","slug":"beneath-the-surface-poem","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/amptoons.com\/blog\/?p=3642","title":{"rendered":"Beneath the Surface (poem)"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I wrote this awhile ago, about a friend who was raped at fifteen by the eighteen-year-old man who said he loved her.<\/p>\n<p><strong>Beneath the Surface<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>i.<\/p>\n<p>air thins as in high places,<br \/>\nwhirring like an insect\u2019s buzz<br \/>\nbetween your ears<\/p>\n<p>a broken mosaic: flickering candles<br \/>\ntransform his muscles<br \/>\ninto to shadows, highlights<\/p>\n<p>your bra<br \/>\nin the corner, limp<br \/>\nwhite swell, defenseless<\/p>\n<p>above, his face<br \/>\none featureless tile<br \/>\nmatte black<\/p>\n<p>crimson, too<br \/>\nwhat to call<br \/>\nthis straining, fingerless hand<br \/>\nlike the stump<br \/>\nof a bloodied wrist?<\/p>\n<p>ii.<\/p>\n<p>on the ceiling<br \/>\nwater stain bleeds<br \/>\ninto the shape<br \/>\nof tail and bottle nose,<br \/>\nfor the duration<br \/>\nyou are that dolphin<br \/>\nsubmerged below<br \/>\nstucco waves<\/p>\n<p>iii.<\/p>\n<p>tomorrow, he will drive<br \/>\ntoo fast in his cherry convertible,<br \/>\nfingers waving through wind<br \/>\nsmile bright as a new coat of paint<\/p>\n<p>tomorrow,<br \/>\nyou\u2019ll sit alone<br \/>\ndrowning<\/p>\n<p>heart slowing<br \/>\nblood shifting<br \/>\nlungs collapsing<br \/>\ncompressed by navy<br \/>\ndeeper than light,<br \/>\ninescapable<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I wrote this awhile ago, about a friend who was raped at fifteen by the eighteen-year-old man who said he loved her. Beneath the Surface i. air thins as in high places, whirring like an insect\u2019s buzz between your ears &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/amptoons.com\/blog\/?p=3642\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[92],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-3642","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-whatever"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/amptoons.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3642","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/amptoons.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/amptoons.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/amptoons.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/3"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/amptoons.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=3642"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/amptoons.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3642\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/amptoons.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=3642"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/amptoons.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=3642"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/amptoons.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=3642"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}