What I'm Reading

Laid up with gout today, and for the past four days–the most serious attack I’ve had in a while; I could barely walk on Thursday and Friday–but today is the first day my head feels clear enough that I can get some work done. I’ve been watching TV and reading to distract myself, and so this seemed like a perfect time to start a “What I’m Reading” series of posts, which I’ve been wanting to do for a while.

  1. Via Fatemeh Fakhraie: Why Taylor Swift Offends Little Monsters, Feminists, and Weirdos. I don’t know Taylor Swift’s music–or, if I do, because I’ve heard in on the radio, I don’t know that I know it–but I enjoyed this analysis of her image and music.
  2. From Critical Mass: The Blog of the National Book Critics Circle Board of Directors, which is doing a series called “30 Books in 30 Days,” each day given over to an NBCC award nominee, this brief review of a biography of John Cheever made me want to read Cheever’s work again for the first time in a long time.
  3. Also from Critical Mass, this take on Louise Gluck’s new book, A Village Life. I have always liked Gluck’s work.
  4. I’d never heard of the poet Eleanor Ross Taylor, till I read this–yet one more from Critical Mass–appreciation of Captive Voices: New and Selected Poems, 1960-2008. She sounds like someone I could learn something from, not to mention I enjoyed the poems quoted in the piece. Now all I need is a semester with the time to do nothing but read.
  5. New York Times writer Katherine Bouton reviews two books about Mary Anning, The Fossil Hunter: Dinosaurs, Evolution and the Woman Whose Discoveries Changed the World, by Shelley Emling and Remarkable Creatures, by Tracy Chevalier. The first is a biography, the second is a novel. Here is Bouton’s lead: “Mary Anning was one of the few women to make a success in paleontology and one of the fewer still whose success was not linked to that of a paleontologist spouse (or any spouse: she was single). She made five major fossil discoveries from 1811 to her death in 1847 and many lesser ones. Why then is she best known as the inspiration for the tongue twister “She sells seashells by the seashore?”
  6. In the same issue of the Times, Denise Grady writes about the ethical issues that arise when doctors take cells from patients and then use those cells in research and, sometimes, in commercial ventures that make a whole lot of money. “A Lasting Gift to Medicine That Wasn’t Really a Gift” is a response to The Immortal Life of Henriette Lacks, by Rebecca Skloot. Henrietta Lacks was an African-American woman who died of cervical cancer in the 1950s, and Skloot’s book is an attempt to come to terms with both sides of an issue mired in questions of race, class, medical ethics and more: Lacks’ cancer cells, which were taken for analysis, went on to become a mainstay of modern medical research, being used in developing the first polio vaccine and in the development of drugs for diseases including Parkinson’s leukemia and the flu, and they not incidentally have made some people in the medical field very, very rich. Lacks’ family, who can’t even afford their own health insurance, has never seen a dime of that money. The story is not as simple a one of exploitation as that outline would suggest, which is why Skloot’s book sounds like it is worth reading, but so is Grady’s opinion piece.
  7. Due in 2013, the fifth edition of the Diagnostic and Statistical Manual of Mental Disorders, will contain some significant revisions that could result, according to Times reporter, Benedict Carey, in “fewer children [getting] a diagnosis of bipolar disorder[,] ‘[b]inge eating disorder’ and ‘hypersexuality’ [becoming] part of everyday language” and a significant change in the way many mental disorders are diagnosed and treated. This book is used to define the line between the so-called normal and the so-called abnormal; changes in it could have a profound impact, therefore, on society. It is, therefore, worth paying attention to.
  8. If any of you, like me, have gout, you want to know about GoutPal, the only informational site about gout that I have found–and it’s got a ton of information–that is not also trying to sell you something. I have glanced through it a couple of times, and I am beginning to realize that I need to read it. If you have gout, you probably should too.
  9. An opinion piece on Tehran Bureau that’s worth reading about how to understand what happened in terms of the Green Movement in Iran on February 11th: Were the Greens Defeated?
  10. Also from Tehran Bureau: Why North Tehranis Don’t Revolt: Why some people who clearly see the regime as “them,” don’t see the opposition as “us,” or at least not enough of an “us” that they are willing to risk joining the protests.
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It's not OK

I’m not really interested in writing much about American politics. Partly because if I’m going to do day-to-day political stuff there’s so much to write about in New Zealand.* But mostly because I find it even more alienating than I ever did before. To comment on healthcare, or the escalating war on Afganistan, or even the budget freeze, with outrage implies that you expected anything different. And I didn’t. Obama was always going to act like president’s of the united states do and act in the interest of the rich and powerful, not of everyone else. I think the important political work that needs to be done in America at the moment, which is responding to Obama’s inability to meet expectations not with despair, but with organised opposition, is not something that can be helped from a blog. So I write about dollhouse.

But then it becomes the small things that rouse me to fury and writing – in particular Michelle Obama’s crusade against childhood obesity. My favourite response to this was from a feminist historian. But I’m not even capable of that sort of rational analysis, because there’s only one part in all of this that can I respond to. Michelle Obama frames her entire programme by discussing her daughters’ bodies, what they were eating, when she got concerned about their weight, and what she did about it (out of general principle I’m not being specific about what she said – it shouldn’t have been said and I’m not going to repeat it).

It is not fucking acceptable to use your daughters’ bodies to make political points. It is a betrayal of your role as their parent to use your child’s body in this way. It will fuck them up. It’ll fuck them up even more if it’s going to be syndicated on every news feed in every part of the world, until someone in New Zealand is offering their opinion on it.

Another woman, whose mother took similar actions when she was a child wrote about it in this fantastic article, she lays the damage her mother did right out there (I got the article from a truly amazing post on fatshionista).

I wish that someone would say “You must stop using your children like this” to the Obama parents, before the kids have to say it themselves.

* National Standards ARGH! GST Rise ARGH!

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Don't Fly, Fatass, Don't Fly!

So Southwest Airlines may have just a minor miscalculation in their ongoing war against fat people.

They booted Kevin Smith off a flight.

Yes, the writer and director who regularly has his on-screen alter ego Silent Bob described as tubby, was already seated, with armrests down and seatbelt buckled, when Southwest decided that he was the wrong size to fly.

Smith announced his defenestration via his (warning, at times incredibly NSFW — which goes without saying; this is Kevin Smith we’re taking about) Twitter feed. Kate Harding was kind enough to stitch a few of Smith’s tweets together:

@SouthwestAir, go fuck yourself. I broke no regulation, offered no “safety risk” (what, was I gonna roll on a fellow passenger?). I was wrongly ejected from the flight (even [attendant] Suzanne eventually agreed). And fuck your apologetic $100 voucher, @SouthwestAir. Thank God I don’t embarrass easily (bless you, JERSEY GIRL training). But I don’t sulk off either: so everyday, some new fuck-you Tweets for @SouthwestAir.

Right on. Smith has no reason to be embarrassed — Southwest does. They’ve been actively trying to dehumanize fat people for some time now, and you just knew eventually they’d dehumanize the wrong one; here’s hoping that Smith’s very vocal and justified outrage over this will lead the airline to remember that fat people are, in fact, people. We shall see.

No matter what, it’s got Smith angry — and not just for his own situation. His last two tweets, condensed:

Hey @SouthwestAir? Fuck making it right for me just ’cause I have a platform. I sat next to a big girl who was chastised for not buying an extra ticket because “all passengers deserve their space.” Fucking flight wasn’t even full! Fuck your size-ist policy. Rude…

Word.

Incidentally, the title of this post is a play on a line from one of the great films in cinematic history.

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Cancer Update!

So when last we chatted about my balls, I had just had surgery, which had gone pretty well, and my pre-op CT scan had come back normal. All indications were that the cancer hadn’t spread, and I was awaiting the pathology report and the post-op blood work to determine what my treatment regimen would be. I was hoping to end up on surveillance, which basically is just what it sounds like — they watch you carefully, you do tests every month, get a CT scan every couple months, and if the cancer doesn’t show back up, you win.

Unfortunately, that’s not going to happen. Instead, starting in about a week, I’m going to get two rounds of chemotherapy.

That’s mainly due to what they found in the pathology report. The good news is that my blood work went back to normal after the surgery, so if anything’s metastasized, it hasn’t gone very far. But the tumor itself was pretty far advanced, and it had at least one, and possibly two kinds of tissue that spread easily.

The first kind — the kind I certainly had — was enbryonal carcinoma. If that sounds like “embryo” to you, you win 80 Fecke Points. Yes, my cancer was mostly made up of placental tissue with some yolk sac and random tissue thrown in. Indeed, according to my blood markers, I had the level of alpha-fetoprotein of a woman in her second month of pregnancy.

The jokes pretty much write themselves; I choose to believe that I’ve had the mythical Gay Abortion. Okay, I’m straight, but the cells that made my wacky, potentially-life-threatening fetusoid were all male.

Anyhow, EC is pretty nasty and tends to hang around and cause trouble for some time, so that alone would be call for chemotherapy. I also might have had some choriocarcinoma, which spreads differently than testicular cancer usually does (by blood rather than lymph nodes); while the pathologist couldn’t say for sure that I did, he evidently couldn’t say for sure that I didn’t. And again, that argues for chemo.

So chemo it is. I’m not looking forward to getting poisoned for a week, and then doing it again three weeks later, but if that’s what I have to do to live cancer-free, I’m willing to put up with it. The good news — there’s always good news with testicular cancer — is that the regimen of bleomycin, etoposide, and cisplatin (BEP) is really, really effective in killing this stuff off. I have a better than 95% chance of needing no further treatment after this — and a nearly 100% chance of long-term survival which, I keep telling myself, is all any of us has.

So it’s not the best possible news, but it’s not the worst possible news, either. And hopefully, in about eight weeks, I can close the book on the treatment phase of this, and start celebrating milestones. Believe me, I’m really looking forward to it.

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Open thread (Goaty goat goat edition)

Wish I had time to post some links or something — but maybe you could do it for me. Post whatever you like in the comments. Self-link love is most welcome.

Oh, and check out the gallery of goat photos at Damn Cool Pics. The one I’ve put in below isn’t even the best (or most unbelievable looking) one.

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Come on Baby, Put the Rock in the House

The Winter Olympics have their opening ceremonies tonight, and that means we’re just days away from the most important competitive event in the history of the world. I refer, of course, to Olympic curling. This year, the U.S. women’s team will be trying to improve on their disappointing finish in Torino, when they failed to qualify for the semis. Meanwhile, the U.S. men’s team will be trying to improve on their fantastic third-place showing in 2006. As in ’06, the men’s team is made up entirely of Minnesotans, and the Land of 10,000 Lakes is hoping for gold this year, which, in true Minnesota fashion, we will share with the other 49 states because, hey, you might like to see the gold medals too, and we don’t like to be greedy.

Curling is one of those sports that the Olympics was made for. Nobody is going pro at curling. Nobody’s going to get a huge endorsement deal out of it. At best, the men and women competing in Vancouver will get a brief moment of national recognition before they go back to their day jobs.

Well, I for one will be backing Team USA all the way, and in honor of Team McCormick and Team Shuster, here’s Jonathan Coulton’s ode to chess on ice.

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New Post on Big Other — Video Friday: Author Edition

First up: “My Baby Loves a Bunch of Authors” by Moxy Fruvous:

“We’ve been living in hovels / spending all our money on / brand new novels.”

And via Ann Leckie, “Sensitive Artist” by King Missile:

“I stay home, reading books that are beneath me, and working on my work, which no one understands.”

Comment at Big Other.

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Rumors of my death…

rumors-of-my-death

…have not been exaggerated. Figuratively speaking.

Apologies for being so silent here, folks. As I mentioned awhile back, I’m a writer, and just recently my first novel came out — a fantasy novel called The Hundred Thousand Kingdoms. You can read the first few chapters here at my website, and find the book in most retail stores and online. (Or at the library.) Mandolin at Alas reviewed it awhile back, and it’s gotten a lot of other good reviews, overwhelmingly positive. I’m kind of stunned (but thrilled).

The writer’s life is harder than a lot of people realize. Very little of it consists of sitting around in coffee shops with a beanie on your head, waiting for inspiration to strike. (Like I would wear a beanie anyway.) These days writers have to be PR/business experts too, carefully managing their “brand” and understanding supply chain distribution models and monitoring their sales statistics on a weekly basis. This week, for example, I’ve written about 5000 words on my latest novel, and 6000 words on promotional stuff — guest blogs, interviews, copy for the next book, etc. That’s a lot of words — and between that and the job that keeps me in groceries and health insurance, I’ve got no creative resources left. Which is why I’ve been silent here.

I haven’t given up talking about social justice, though; I’m just doing it for a new audience. At my “srius authar” site, for example, there was a lively discussion about the utility of RaceFail, one year later. I’ve been carefully talking about power and privilege issues over at Orbit’s site, and today put up something about writing a “post-feminist” character. And reviewers are beginning to notice that my work speaks for me; my book explores themes of slavery, colonialism, power, sexism, and so on. So I’m not silenced; I’m just speaking in different ways.

Anyway, just wanted to give ya’ll an update. If you read the book, let me know what you think about its handling of race, gender, etc. I’m looking forward to hearing what folks have to say.

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Rumors of my death…

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Sadly Accurate

Discussing a hypothetical stipend increase for Americorps volunteers — so that they don’t have to receive food stamps as many now do — John Cole pretty much nails exactly how things would go down:

Wanting to negotiate in good faith, having never learned a lesson ever, the Democrats like Baucus and Conrad would slow down the debate to give the Republicans time to participate. Susan Collins and Olympia Snowe would work for a couple weeks with Senate leadership, get a couple things they want in the bill, then sigh and utter their public regrets that they just can not support the bill. Chuck Todd, the Politico, and other dullards in the beltway media would run a few pieces wondering why Obama hasn’t reached out more to moderates. While this is happening, the wurlitzer’s media blitz starts.

First off, we all know who loves Americorp- the Clenis. From there, it is all downhill. Breitbart would seize upon the bill, and claim that the anonymous stipend is just President Obama seeking to pay off his campaign volunteers- just like the KHMER ROUGE, POL POT, STALIN, AND DUVALIER! They would find some innocuous aspect of Americorps and turn it into something that is no doubt worse than Hitler.

[…]

Somewhere around this time, Randy Scheuneman and Meg Stapleton would post a bunch of nonsense on Palin’s facebook page, maybe declaring that Americorps is just like Hitler Youth Corps. This would get picked up by the Weekly Standard’s resident Palin fluffer, Matt Continetti, repeated by the increasingly loathesome Michael Goldfarb, and mainstreamed into CNN by Stephen Hayes in one of his typical fact-free appearances. Bill Kristol would pick up the ball and run with it, and before you know it, Fred Hiatt’s fishwrap would have 20 editorials railing against Americorps.

At this time, we would have tea partiers packing guns to town hall events, terrified of a socialist takeover of, well, something, carrying racist signs and chanting “Keep Government out of Americorps!,” and the rest of the MSM can start their coverage. Sensing an opportunity, shitheels like Ben Nelson and Blanche Lincoln and Mary Landrieu sense the bill is in trouble, and would start to pack the goodies into it for their home state. Lieberman and Marshall Wittman would sense that liberals really want this, and then start voicing grave concerns about the bill, and Marty Peretz and company would call anyone who noted Lieberman is just being an asshole an anti-Semitic Jew hater. Evan Bayh and other “fiscal conservatives” would then start mugging for every camera they could find, and would make appearances on all the Sunday shows with mean old man John McCain talking about the need to cut government and why war should always be off budget.

The read-the-whole-thing level of this post is off the charts. And deeply depressing. And accurate as all get out.

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California Budget Woes Post

A discussion in comments, combined with waking up early and having some time to pass before Kevin picks me up to go to work, led me to read up a bit on California’s budget.

The most useful graphic comes from the San Jose Mercury News.

So the largest chunks of California’s budget woes are the justice system, the health care system, and a tax cut.

Another big chunk — not included in the Mercury’s graphic — is that the recession has lowered both sales tax and income tax revenues, as people earn and spend less. California has, both through elected officials and through voter initiatives, made major cuts in the relatively recession-proof taxes (car taxes, property taxes). Meanwhile, increases in people needing aid means that spending rises in a recession. As a result, California’s budget is hit harder by a recession than most states.

The article accompanying the graphic is very worth reading.

For more background on how this situation came to pass, I’d recommend reading this blog synopsis of a presentation by Professor Scott Frisch. The blog also links to Professor Frisch’s powerpoint slides, which are worth browsing through.

From the Mercury article:

So looking at the past five years, where did that “extra” $10.2 billion of state spending above the rate of inflation and population growth go? The Mercury News found:

# The state prison system received the biggest share, about $4.1 billion of it. Corrections spending has increased fivefold since 1994. At $13 billion last year, it now exceeds spending on higher education. Tough laws and voter-approved ballot measures have increased the prison population 82 percent over the past 20 years. Meanwhile, former Gov. Gray Davis gave the powerful prison guards union a 30 percent raise from 2003 to 2008, increasing payroll costs.

# Public health spending — mostly Medi-Cal, the state program for the poor — received $2.9 billion above the rate of inflation and population growth. Part of that spike is due to an aging population; part is rising national health care costs. But state lawmakers also expanded Medi-Cal eligibility among children and low-income women a decade ago, increasing caseloads.

# Schwarzenegger’s first act as governor, signing an executive order to cut the vehicle license fee by two-thirds, blew a large hole in the state budget. It saved the average motorist about $200 a year but would have devastated the cities and counties that had been receiving the money. So Schwarzenegger agreed to repay them every year with state funds. That promise now costs the state $6 billion a year, or $2 billion more than the rate of inflation and population growth since early 2003.

Most Democrats in California would agree to balancing this mess with a combination of service cuts and tax increases. Unfortunately, proposition 13 requires two-thirds of the legislature to agree before ever raising taxes, and the Republican minority will not agree to any tax increases at all (although most of them support both spending increases — not all “tough on crime” measures are voter initiatives — and tax cuts).

Look again at Schwarzenegger’s executive order cutting taxes. Schwarzenegger expressly structured this so that no spending cuts would balance his tax cut. This is a textbook example of Republican/conservative fecklessness and irresponsibility — the difficult, grown-up work of paying for tax cuts — either by raising revenues elsewhere, or by making spending cuts — is always deferred.

Which relates to a larger problem: Americans want government services, but they don’t want to pay for them. This basic tendency is made worse in California by the voter initiative system combined with the two-thirds requirement, but it’s a problem throughout the United States.

And our politics makes the problem worse — and this is as true nationally as it is in California.

In California, passing a budget or raising taxes requires a two-thirds majority in both the state’s Assembly and its Senate. That need not pose a problem, at least in theory. The state has labored under that restriction for a long time, and handled it with fair grace. But as the historian Louis Warren argues, the vicious political polarization that’s emerged in modern times has made compromise more difficult.

All of this, however, has been visible for a long time. Polarization isn’t a new story, nor were California’s budget problems and constitutional handicap. Yet the state let its political dysfunctions go unaddressed. Most assumed that the legislature’s bickering would be cast aside in the face of an emergency. But the intransigence of California’s legislators has not softened despite the spiraling unemployment, massive deficits and absence of buoyant growth on the horizon. Quite the opposite, in fact. The minority party spied opportunity in fiscal collapse. If the majority failed to govern the state, then the voters would turn on them, or so the theory went.

That raises a troubling question: What happens when one of the two major parties does not see a political upside in solving problems and has the power to keep those problems from being solved?

If all this is sounding familiar, that’s because it is. Congress doesn’t need a two-thirds majority to get anything done. It needs a three-fifths majority, but that’s not usually available, either. Ever since Newt Gingrich partnered with Bob Dole to retake the Congress atop a successful strategy of relentless and effective obstructionism, Congress has been virtually incapable of doing anything difficult because the minority party will either block it or run against it, or both.

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